Jason Madison Murray

Sweetie, only you, I, & God knows what is in our hearts.  I know you are immersed in the presence of our Lord.  I also know that I am going to meet you there one day.  I am brokenhearted at the chaos your death has left us.  Life will absolutely never be the same.  It makes me very sad.  I love you darlin, and I pray for everyone who has ever loved you.  We are all so blessed to have been a part of your life.  i miss you

"Keep Holding On"

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Thank you for the balloons and the bear and the chocolate. Thank you. I miss you. I love you. all the time. And sorry uncle Jason. Its very sad uncle Jason. Sorry. I love Uncle Jason and Rose. I always love you. Thank you for everything. Thats all.

 

 

This was from Raven. She told me what to write, and I wrote it for her.

Rose, I pray for you and your children every day.  Jason is missed very much at the college.  He was a shining star in the RN Program.  I pray you all are coping okay.  Jason will always be watching over you.  God Bless You.

If Jason's death could in any way bring someone to Jesus, we are all so very thankful.  Jason wouldn't want us to be bitter, just love the Lord.  That's what we are going to do for all eternity!!!  Jason was a wonderful example of God's Love!!

There are two certainties in this life.  Death and the Resurrection. One can't occur without the other, yet one is above the other.  Death has no respect for anyone, death comes to us all.  Resurrection lifts us above death.  To Live is to Die, as Death truly sets us free.  Free Eternal Life with Our LORD JESUS.  AKB  

 

All the answers now are with Jesus.  I can hardly wait to join Jason in Heaven.  Can you imagine?  I definately can!!  This is the one thing that can never be taken from us.  Free Eternal Life with Our LORD JESUS!!!!!  The Lord above loves each and every person reading this.  We should all try to walk the road that Jason so faithfully walked.  If you haven't, please think about giving your heart to Jesus.  The walk is not always easy, but the Lord will sustain you.  God is faithful to his followers.  I promise you it is so well worth it.

 

With Christian Love!!!

Boy you never imagine something like this to happen to the ones you love. You are always hearing about stuff like this happening to others and sure you feel for them but I never in a million years would think that it would be you Jason! Your the one saving everyone elses lives, how i wish we could have saved yours! In my eyes I thought you would live forever cause you helped so many! You have to wonder why God took such an important person away from this world when there is so many bad ones out there, but you just have to believe that God has a purpose for all of us and one day we really will all be together again! The song on this site "I could only Imagine" wow does that say it all or what!! Of course its hard to listen to without crying cause we all think of you and ya know I can never listen to the song, Without end Amen without thinking of Uncle John and you sitting on chairs in the living room playing that song on the guitars and us all singing together whether we sounded good or not we were all together and having a good time and its those times that are truely going to be missed Jason. Who is going to sing your part now, its just not the same without you! Who am I going to call when Jaden is sick? Or when i have a financial question? You wonder about all these things, or why didn't I ask to talk to you the day I called. You where busy studying but you still stopped long enough to tell me congrats on the new house, and those are the last words you spoke to me. I wish I would have told you that I loved you! All my trips home will never be the same ever again! I remember the day i moved away from there and when i hugged you you where crying and man did that tear me up, thats when everything hit me! Man im growing up and starting a life of my own! And i know thats what your where thinking to!! I know you are proud of us and Jason i really do miss you alot and think about you everyday! I pray every night for God to tell you that I love you for me!! Missing you always!

Clarissa

just missing you.  Spent the day with Kim at the river.  What a beautiful day, sometimes, I feel your spirit when the wind blows.  The glory of the Lord is so obvious at the river.  Barbara and Bobby came up to stay a couple of days.  We have sat around reminiscing about you.  It is great, but it feels so weird for you not to be here.  We celebrated my birthday at Uncle Kevin & Aunt Vicky's tonight.  Tyler ate tons of icing.  It was lots of fun.  They are so very sweet to us.  We are lucky to live close to them.  But, once again, it feels too weird for you not to be here.  Kyle was acting so much like you when he was playing on the lawn mower.  We told great stories about you.  I think that is healing. 

We all miss and love you so very very much.

Hey sweetie, I am forever indebted to you for your part in making Tyler.  He is so much like you.  Not just in looks, but total attitude.  We are truly blessed the Lord shares him with us.  He was Speed today.  He said his real name is Flash, but he likes Speed better.  So that's what I had to call him.  His shoes make him run so so so fast.  He took Miranda's new toy apart and now we can't figure out how to get it back together.  He said if Daddy were here he could fix it.  His Daddy can fix everything.  He said maybe Uncle Kevin can look at it.  He's starting to talk about you more.  And he's talking about Skip more.  He says you are playing together.  He made a picture of you out of rocks at the cemetary.  Miranda made the letter M for Miranda & Murray.  And a heart.  Sometimes Tyler stands on the big mound of dirt and looks in the sky for you flying.  I tell him daily that you love him very much.  I was crying today and he asked me if I was sad about Daddy, I said yes, and he said that he wished his Daddy would come back home.  Then they could play.  Me too.  What am I supposed to say?  We all talk about you so much, and the kids tell God things they want you to know every night.  Prayers are getting longer.  Except for Ty.  Direct and to the point.  Just like him, and you.  He came in the kitchen the other day and said "Woman", he sounded just like you.  Miranda & I were rollin.  It was so funny.  Guess what he wanted?  Nick! Nick! Nick!  Uhhhhh!!  Remember during Christmas break, we would find ourselves still watching Spongebob even after they went to school.  We love you Jace more than words could ever express!!!!!!!

 

Thank you for all 4 of our wonderful children!!

I love you!!

Rose

Well, it's the middle of the night again, and I can't sleep. So, I thought I would write.  It's been a long day.  Michael & Amanda's wedding was beautiful.  Absolutely beautiful.  Camryn was adorable &  Tyler looked very handsome, just like you.  He did a wonderful job.  He was so good and sat so still.  You would be very proud of your boy.  He reminds me so much of you.  The wedding was very hard for me.  All I could think about was you.  When we shared those vows.  How loving & faithful our marriage has been.  Jason, I have loved being married to you and my heart will stay true to you forever.  We stayed for quite a while after the wedding.  It was very very hard, because I was so sad, but we ended up enjoying ourselves.  Your family is so kind.

 

Jace, we had a great girls night.  I love being with your Mom.  The girls made her up so funny.  She had six hands fixing her up all at once.  I'm sure you heard Marissa laughing all the way up there.  Those girls are hilarious.  We are so blessed to have them.

 

Tommorrow (today) is high attendance Sunday.  I've convinced 6 people to join us in services.  I'm sure Brother Randy will give a great sermon.  And I'm sure I will cry through the services.  It's okay.  I enjoy feeling God's presence.  Sometimes, when I am praying at the alter, the presence is overwhelming.  I love that.  God is so faithful to his people.  I know you are worshipping him every second, and honey, I am too.

 

I miss you so much,

& I love you even more!!